The denial

I am not ready to accept,

That I had lost you,

On the other side of story,

You are lost somewhere too.

My friends ask me to move on,

And try things that are new,

But whatever I get into,

It’s so much allied to you.

I work on my novel,

I wrote two more songs too,

I watch, I listen, and I sleep,

But nothing separates me from you.

I text throughout the day,

I hang out with my friends,

I gossip, I eat, and I play,

But the drilling of voids never end.

In the midst of your denial,

I am still holding you.

May be I pretend to move,

My stubborn heart is in love with you.

I know I am just twenty,

Life will feed me with more lovers,

But first love has its own craze,

For which I am ready to suffer.

So come back to me,

Forgetting your fake denial,

Let’s start a new story,

Push rest all into thirsty fire.

You take your own time,

I will take my own,

But make sure when we meet,

Time blend of its own.

My collar bones use to hurt you,

But now my shoulders are too stiff,

You can caress on these strong ones,

And sing our favorite lyrics.

I will be holding you even this time,

But now you will be free to move,

I changed my soul for you,

Can’t you decline your denial too..?