....a farmer's grief...

how it feels like when all ur earnings are destroyed by an off season rain...

Har boond paseene kii di dharti ko,
kya woh boonde kam padi,
behne ka naya karan diya aansuo ko,
yeh barish aaj khushiyo k aade khadi.

Rakha khayaal apni aulaad samaan,
unka main, mere woh bhagwaan,
par jab waqt aaya fal dene kaa,
laa di Rab ne baadh mere sapno par,
lii karwat waqt ne, mausam dard lene ka,
ruthi duniya, chal diya waqt dard de kar.

barasna hi tha, toh baraste jab maine chaha,
woh punji thi pure saal ki jisko tune hai khaya,
abb kaese bharo pet apne parivaar ka,
jisse seecha wahi kaaran gum ki barsaat kaa.

par abb bhi umeed hai,
gum k baad ki khushiya
shayad kareeb hai...
lautaega dene waala woh din,
kyuki dekh na paega woh bhi,
mujhe khushiyo bin....

I am…??

I sacrifice, I compromise,
I compel, I provoke,
I create, I separate,
I probe, I conceal.

I am insanity, I am spirituality,
I am bliss, I am pain,
I am mature, I am juvenile,
I am panacea, I am frisky.

I am for you, I am for others,
I am for saints, I am for sinners,
I am for flora, I am for fauna,
I am for opulent, I am for indigent.

I am in nature, I am in soul.
I am in deed, I am in heed.
I am in scolding, I am in forgiving,
I am in qualms, I am in pranks.
I am all around, I am LOVE.

I admire U...

This poem is dedicated to one of my best buddy...on his birthday ( 13 feb )...
so do read my new work..do comment n wishes him to.....

I sit back, I lay down, I stand,
Sometimes I endure, finding myself bend,
To locate answers for certain freakish doubts,
That what eminent deed I did to earn such a friend.

I admire, I adore, I acclaim,
Sometimes I rebuff, finding you stubborn,
Still your altruism never match any legacy,
Sorry, Illogical comparison I did, for such a divine entity.

No Sonnet, no Saga, no Satire,
can portray the perky purity of your heart.
No Folk, no Formation, no Foxtrot,
can tacitly express your soulful dance.

No Dumb show, no Duologue, no Docudrama,
can judge your character in the performance.
The blessings you gained throughout your age,
Are all reflected in your exemplary artistic image.

Life is beautiful, I derived from ur mind’s open book,
Hence, A beautiful mind entered my life’s notebook.
I pray ur world be just like heaven,
Sweetened be ur dreams at morning se7en.
Who knows, how serendipity make them come true,
So be prepared and tighten your loose screws.

Aakhari Paigaam..! The last letter….

Kal kii nami kaa, aankho ko ehsaas pata,
Chhae sannaate mein, dard ki awaaz pata,
Aaj “khone ka darr”, kehlaega “khona” kal,
Ae umar, inn aakhiri palo mein toh aaraam se dhal.
Aakhiri paigaam, meri aakhari saanso k naam!

Jalu naa dhoop mein, Tune diya apna saaya,
Chalo sahi raah par, tune raah ko roshan banaya,
Naato se chhotkar, mitti mein ghulne ko hai tann mera,
Ae Rab, rakhna khayaal, meri kami sang bhi rahe khushiyo ka dera.
Aakhiri paigaam, mere Rab k naam!

Umar beete bin Rab sabki, maine toh jamte hi Rab ko dikha,
Bankar aapka pratiroop, har pal jeene ka hi dhang seekha.
Rakhta aakhiri maang jaankar, kal ko toh hai shant shav banna,
Itni hai meethi yaadein apni, aanso baha unhe banjar na karna.
Aakhiri paigaam, mere mumma papa k naam!

Lukka chhuppi bohat kheli, jaakar bhi kheluga yahii,
Apne aanso ko keh dena, chhupe rehna nayan mein hii,
Nazar rakhne ko main ho raazi, tum dono pe puri zindagi,
Haste rehna bin jhagde bhi, usme na karna koi bandagi.
Aakhiri paigaam, mere bhai behan k naam!

Mazaak mein jo kar diya,pehle swarg ki katar mein lagne ka vaada,
Abb toh gunjaaish hi nahi, Rab badle mujhe bulane ka iraada,
Woh bhi jaanna chahega, kya tha aesi mast yaari ka raaz.
Bas abb Yaadoen ko bhi aese jeena,ho usse apni hi kudrat pe naaz.
Aakhiri paigaam, mere dosto k naam!

Rishtoy bin ye safar, adhuraa sa hi hota,
Kisske liye hasta,kisske kaandhe sar rakh rota.
Naa jaane saare lamhe, zindagi ki kitaab ne kab palte,
Bas abb Paane samet rakhna ,shayad khul jae chalte chalte.
Aakhiri paigaam, apne rishtoy k naam!

Puri hone ko hoti ek, toh dusri chah ubharti,
Ho agar us raah mein kami, zindagi woh raha badalti,
Badlaav ke intazaar mein, kayi seedhe raah se bhatakti,
Manzil toh sabki ek,par uski tasveer antim dino mein hi jhlakti.
Aakhiri paigaam, har ek raahi k naam!
Aakhiri paigaam, Aakhiri salaam!

Shayad dosti yahii!!

Jo baat kehne ko hai, itni zaroori sii nahi!
Koi shabd naata samjhae, mumkin abb nahii!
Yaadein ho sopni, aesi bhi majboori nahii!
Naa jaane kyu likh raha main, shayad dosti yahii!

Har raaz apna tujhe hai batana,
Teri har baat ko apna banana,
Tu rakh sambhaal jitni ho baatein,
Mere har lamhr par behisaab hakh jatana!

Tera mera jaese ho naata purana,
Abb dosti ko aakhiri saans tak hai nibhana,
Jis pal mujhe tujhe chhod jaana hoga,
De duga Rab ko agle janam milne ka bahana!

Jiss pal lage kisi mode pe akela hai tu,
Kissi safar ke dohrahe pe baitha hai tu,
Dekh, ek raasta meri parchhaai dekhaega,
Rakhna sambhaal apni roshni, parchaai kho na baithe tu!

Aawan jawan hoga khushi gam k mausam ka,
Ghulna dhulna hoga har taraf rango kaa,
Aanam faanam kar baithoo koi bhool toh,
Har pal ko na dosh dena unn pal kaa!

Jo baat kehne ko hai, itni zaroori sii nahi!
Koi shabd naata samjhae, mumkin abb nahii!
Yaadein ho sopni, aesi bhi majboori nahii!
Naa jaane kyu likh raha main, shayad dosti yahii!

koi nahii...hai koi nahii...

Aaj ek pal k liye toh laga jaese mera sab kuchh chhot raha hai, par agle hii pal muskaan phir laut aai, abb dil ne jaan liya tha jiss SAB kii soch raha hoo woh toh hai hii nahii.....


Koi nahii, koi nahii hai paas naa koi door,
koi nahii, koi nahii yaha dard naa koi noor.

Chahe kitna bhi tha uss raat mein andhera,
din mein kon kahega woh diya hai mera,
pal pal chhin tii mitt ti uski pehchaan sang,
adhura saa lagega uska wahi pe basera.

Koi nahii, koi nahii hai paas naa koi door,
kahi nahi, kahi nahi koi apeksha naa shabd jo karein majboor.

Ek diya hai jo intezaar mein apne ko jalae rehta hai,
sameer k umeed mein lau ko sehlaane baitha hai,
diya naa jaane sameer kaa chaand sitaro se hua dostana kyu?
par tapish aur aanshuo sang chup rehkar hi sab kehta hai.

Koi nahii, koi nahii hai paas naa koi door,
par abb naa saath usse kabool naa judai manzoor.

Magan mera yaar uss jashne raat mein jo hai suhaani,
aur idhar koi chalega dohraane beete din raat kii kahani,
RAB na karein, par agar ho zaroorat usko uskii chhute MEET ki,
itni badi duniya mein kya woh dhoond paega itni aasaani???

(shayad yeh daastaan abb kuchh samajh aajae..
ek dost tha mera, sabke liye hamesha ready, koi problem ho woh solve karega, kyuki woh uski problem ban jaati thi. Ek dinn mila usse ek pehchaan waala badi problem mein, raha nahii gaya usse kyuki usse woh pehchaan waala jo kal tak uske liye jyada importance nahi rakhta hai aaj apna laga.
kii har koshish uski life mein khushiya laane kii, aur haa uss kaali raat mein ussi ne lai thi khushiyo ko roshni. Phir hua din, kya abb uss diye kii lite kii zaroorat hai kissi ko?
diye mein samaai uski aatmaa dinn kii dhoop mein udd jaati hai, aur phir uska waha hona koi maaene nahii rakhta.

Dinn beet jaatein hai woh mera dost intazaar mein kii abb uska woh naya apna usse apni zndagi k kuchh pal baatega, usse baataegaa apni khushiya aur gam phr.
par abb woh apni duniya , ani khushiyo mein magan ho chuka hai.

ek jagah ban rahii hai khushiya, aur waha (diya) mera dost intzaar mein kii aaj aaegi usse meri yaad. yaad aati toh hai par usse nahii, kissi aur raahi ko jisse zaroorat hai kissiki jo uski mushkil door karde, phir shuru ho jaati hai wahii kahani. par abb bhi mera dost wahii hai, apne beetein apne k paas, kii shayad abb usse uski zaroorat ho. par abb thodi der ho chuki hai....)

दिल ने चाहा.....

के खुल के रो लू दिल ने चाहा.....
के मुस्कुराते मुखोटे को जला दू दिल ने चाहा ....

जो अरमानो को दबाया कुछ सायो क लिए ,
जी लू उन संग कुछ पल जीने के लिए,
जलाया अपनी रोह को कुछ कर्मो क लिए ,
उस राख को घोल पी लू हसीं नशे के लिए.
उस नशे में ही शायद दिल राज़ खोल दे,
दिल में कैद शब्दों की बात बोल दे.

के खुल के रो लू दिल ने चाहा.....
के आंसुओ में गम को डूबा दू दिल ने चाहा ...

ना फ़रमाया हमने फरमाइशो के लिए,
ना जताया हमने कुछ नजदीकियों के लिए,
जो चला चले उन संग एक सफ़र के लिए,
हर नकारात्मक की फिदरत बदलने के लिए,
अपनी स्मिति से उनकी सूरत में ढलने के लिए,
अगर जादू है तोह हां कुछ करिश्मों के लिए.

के खुल के रो लू दिल ने चाहा.....
पर कोन आएगा आंसू पोछने दिल को समझाया,
दिल बोला बोहत है तेरे भी चाहने वाले,
पर दिल क्या जाने सब चाहते है तब तक,
जब तक हम है मुस्कुराते हुए उनको समझाने वाले......